Sandra Hillawi

Energist and Trainer - Assisting Energy Flow Towards Love

Missing Recognition - Loving The Past Self

Missing Recognition - Loving The Past Self

I may be an Energy Trainer, I may be author of The Love Clinic, but I am not immune to the waves of life that I still must navigate on my own personal journey. In fact with an open heart I feel my life well and it’s not always easy. Knowing how to love and heal myself is life saving knowledge at the times when there is no-one else around.

Last week, my energy was low. I longed for someone to talk to about my situation and my feelings. But there was nobody available with the patience and capacity needed for me to lighten my own energy by sharing with another.

I tried to focus on my work but my low state stopped me doing anything. Instead I spent time in all kinds of distractions until I decided I had to deal with my energy by myself.

So I asked the question to myself, ‘what’s stopping me from my work?’ the answer ‘my energy is so low, I am so tired from my personal journey’. The next question ‘And why is that? And then tears rose as I touched on the memories of traumatic events I have lived over the past years, many of which still needed attention. Many of which still needed healing. Many of which still needed witnessing, to bring the recognition that has been missing for all those difficult moments in time.

Circle of Healing 

Photo by Silvia Hartmann from The Adventures of The Mens

As I turned my attention to my past selves, still stuck in those traumatised states, I sent my love back in time to say ‘I can see what you lived, I can see how hard it was, I’m so sorry you had to live that alone without support from anyone. You are incredible, I love you and I am here for you now. I see everything, I understand everything, I am praising you for your efforts and I am so proud of you.’  

My tears flowed freely, my heart energy swelled and I allowed the energy inside me to spread and flow through my body nourishing all parts of me and I let it release. I gathered all my past selves in a circle and spoke to them all, with my hands on my own heart we joined together in love and reconnected. I loved and embraced them all. Then we celebrated that we had come through it all and that we were all feeling recognised loved and happier at last.

As I came back to the present moment, the here and now, I found my energy so much lighter, cleaner and brighter. I checked back in with my past selves again. Yes, they were happy now, they had received the love recognition and support that was missing back then. I was happy and light again. Loving my past selves I had brought myself back to wholeness and my energy was back up and ready again for living.

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Posted Mar 25, 2016   

Sandra Hillawi, Author, Trainer, Teacher

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Songs and Poems

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